I finally found the cable for my camera..
Here's day 1 and half of day's 2 picture..
LOL. the sotong is a pet.. hahaa,
it snowed on the second day.. that shows how cold it is..
and i can wear 3/4 pants! woohoo, i rock!
lol, the wind is extremely strong.. look at my hair and you'll understand. haha

If only..
If only I am not who I am.
If only the bad will be the good.
If only I can decide everything for myself.
If only a rainbow will appear in a space of darkness.
If only...

Everyone might know me as someone who is care-free.
But I have another side of me which is not shown to this world.
No one can ever expect what the other Chea Mean is like..
All of you might think I have all the freedom I want, but,
it's actually the total opposite.
I don't have the basic rights to choose the path I want to go.
Influencial power from my family, affected me a lot.
If I can choose to be given birth by who, and which family..
I don't know if I'll choose my current family.
A normal, typical family is all I wanted.
I don't like people to decide on my life.
I accept opinion, but not decision which is not made by me.
But, can I choose? No.
All thanks to you, whom I call, Father.

Sigh.. If only..
I need a pillar of support. Someone, save me..

Just something to say before all of you start reading..
'my post is gonna be weird, read at your own risk'

I seriously have no idea what is wrong. I do not know what am I doing exactly.
Everything is so contradicting.. I'll give all of you an example of what I meant by contrasting.
'Practice makes perfect' I believe all of you have read of this before..
So, after reading this.. all of you will be thinking 'yeah, practice makes perfect', am I right?
...
And what happen when I say out another famous phrase/idiom/whatever you call it.
'Nobody is perfect' .. I'm sure all of you have heard of this before too.
I would like to ask all of you a favor. Do give it a thought.
Why practice so hard when you can never be perfect?
...
Unless your name is 'Nobody'
Everyone wants what they call 'A perfect relationship/love'
Well, I'm not here to spoil everyone's thoughts..
But, like what they have said.. Nothing/nobody is perfect.
You can't have a perfect relationship, there's bound to have a gap somewhere in between.
Problems will arise soon enough. That's when someone must step back or understands..
Yeah.
Let's just say 'Practice makes perfect' really works.
Are you gonna say 'I'm gonna have many girlfriends/boyfriends to practice and perfect my relationship!'?
Or even ' let's fight to practice on how to have a perfect resolve!' ?
Weird much?
...
Alright, I have no idea where this post is gonna link to..
I have no 'moral of the story' for this post..
That's why I told all of you that this post is gonna be weird.

i left on friday the 13th to korea..
i thought the plane would crash, but it didn't..
soooo. the ride was stupid.. i couldn't sleep for that effing 6 hours.
my ears hurted, bloody pressure..
i got the window sit, but.. bloody hell.. it was the wings.
my view was blocked, so i had to listen to songs all the way.
yeah.. reached the airport at 5.15am
coming here around these time is the best..
cause, it's changing from authum to winter..
so, it's freezing and yet you see all the leaf dropping
it even snowed last night..
only last night..
yeah.. got to the hotel, and i literally mean the hotel..
cause the hotel's name is 'the hotel' and checked in..
and had breakfast..
after that, we went to blue canyon.
play play play, and bought some stuffs.
played with the snow, and i even made a mini snowman!
haha.
by 5.30 it's already dark.. and i forgot what i did on the first day.

2nd day, woke up and breakfast-ed at the hotel.
and travelled down to everland!
it's a theme park! woohooo,
played for like 6 hours?
it's damn big.. 10x bigger than escape theme park!
i played until i went crazy.. haha
then we travelled down to daegu..
daegu is the place where you find most of your pretty girls!
daegu is also the place you find all the gangsters..
haha, we went to the zoo too!
guess what, i saw a liger!
mum's a tiger and dad's a tiger.. cool right?
i'll upload the pic when i get back to sg..
the bears are cool too!
their zoo are like, wifeless.
you sit in the bus and they bring you around..
the driver played with the bear.. damn cool.
he was like 'muki muki muki muki'
and the bear will stick his tongue out everyday he says muki..
when the driver says 'walking' the bear will walk!
the funniest ' sex pose'
hahaha, the bear opened up her legs and pose.. damn funny!
you'll laugh you ass off!
haha..
and i'm now at the grand hotel..
i mean it too!
the hotel's name is 'the grand'
hahahaa, i have no idea what's up with their names..
gonna rest here today and i'm flying down to jeju island tomorrow evening..
hahaa. i'll upload the pics when they are ready.

please try to get online around 9pm? i'll try to be online at that time too.
take care..

난 나쁜남자야
너와의 기억을 우리의 사랑을 이젠 모두 지우려해

남자의 가슴에 남자의 두눈에 눈물나게 하는거니

널 사랑했는데 너밖에 없는데
결국 나를 떠나가는 넌

*please do not use some stupid translator to translate what i've said.
it won't be accurate.. trust me..

sigh, why must it get famous?
i'm gonna hate 98.7fm!
it's hovers at top 10!
why why why why why? ):

maybe i'm dreaming.